5 months to the day.
I'd stopped counting the hours by then.
People weren't constantly watching me anymore - that stopped by the end of the summer holidays.
I think I'd just about entered the 'automaton' phase. Got up, went to school, did something vaguely approximating to my job, came home, fed the cats, cleaned, went to bed, read a book until I feel asleep, woke up at 3 am, read a bit more, got up.... etc
It's all a bit hazy to be honest.
I don't remember bonfire night specifically.
It had been a big day in the past - Phil loved fireworks, and would drive for hours to see a big display. The year before, we were in Lewes where Bonfire is a huge deal, and the parades/display were amazing.
It seems likely that I'd have drawn the curtains, put on the TV/music loudly enough to cover some of the bangs, and stayed at home with the cats.
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Take all the time you need. This is not mandatory. :)
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