Monday, 7 November 2011

Day 06 - A Book I am Reading.

I read a lot.
Almost obsessively so.
I always have done - I could read before I went to school, and have always been really grateful to my Mum for that! As a child, I was often in trouble for reading by torchlight (or by the street light outside my bedroom window) when I was supposed to be sleeping. Another favorite was reading whilst I was supposed to be tidying up or doing my homework -  an alarming number of my childhood memories involve me guiltily stuffing a book under something as one of my parents walks into the room. Probably the most effective punishment for me as a child was to be forbidden to read - it didn't happen often, but when it did, I was miserable. And to make matters worse, it was always a matter of trust, in that my parents didn't take the books away (there were probably far too many!) I was just told hat I wasn't allowed to touch them. I guess it says something about discipline and expectations that it never crossed my mind to abuse their trust.

One of the 'hang-overs' from this, is the fact that I often feel that reading is something of an indulgence, and when I'm busy - which seems to be all the time - I tend to feel guilty if spend time with my 'head in a book' - which is kinda funny when you consider that many people feel that reading more is something they should do, and that I often set reading for homework for my exam students, who then struggle to do it... it's a funny world.

I will read most things, particularly series or sequences of books, and I like strong character development as well as strong plot lines. Sci-fi/ fantasy novels are probably my favorite, with crime fiction/thrillers coming in a close second. I also like books which make me laugh, and books which make me think - I like to learn new things, but still revisit some of the books of my childhood on a regular basis. I have a bit of a thing for auto-biographies, own a vast amount of playscripts (huge surprise, this one) and a reasonably impressive reference library! (when I'm starting something new, or something catches my interest/curiosity I read about it. And when I read, I buy books!)

One of the best things about my flat is the study, which will be - when I've finally got it organised - a room of books. I tend to be a bit obsessive about my 'library' - books are shelved in alphabetical order of Author's surname - and whilst I am always happy to lend books out, I keep a list of who's got what! (this falls down with plays and reference books, which I tend to take into school when kids are doing devised work, and often never see them again - although I do often gain books that I didn't buy during this process, so I figure there's some kind of karma in place!)

There are usually two or three books open about the flat - at the moment I'm finishing 'Skinny Bitch' which has been lent to me by the lovely Dani (click here for her blog) and which has made me seriously consider a vegan lifestyle - something I never thought I'd do! - but that's a whole other blog post. Also, I'm reading the play version of The Grimm Fairy Tales with a view to using it as a performance text for yr 12 after Christmas.

The book I'm currently reading for the sheer joy of it, is Tolkien's The Fellowship of The Ring. (the first book of the fabulous 'Lord of The Rings' Trilogy) It's really a re-read, probably for the 4th or 5th time. My first encounter with these books was at the age of 18, during the year I spent in Spain. Enric & Susie couldn't believe I'd never read them, and went to some lengths to find all three in English for me.
These are the editions I still have, and they are much treasured. This particular re-read has been coming for a while - I re-read all the Harry Potter books when the final film came out, and then went to see an overnight marathon of the LOTRs films at the imax (the director's cut versions, obviously) which was amazing. Amy (click here for her blog) came with me, and as a LOTR book virgin, was blown away by the films, and even admitted that there was a fair amount of overlap in the plot lines and characters from LOTR and HP. (Amy has serious JK worship issues, so this is a big deal!) I'm loving the book, as much as the first time, and as I am currently working crazy hours, it's being quite a slow read, slotted into the waking moments between getting into bed and unconsiousness. The good thing about having read it before, is that the fairly disjointed manner of my current trip through the book isn't a problem. First reads tend to require longer stretches of time!


Tolkien Love...

Day 05 - Three Years Ago Today

November 5th 2008.
5 months to the day.
I'd stopped counting the hours by then.
People weren't constantly watching me anymore - that stopped by the end of the summer holidays.
I think I'd just about entered the 'automaton' phase. Got up, went to school, did something vaguely approximating to my job, came home, fed the cats, cleaned, went to bed, read a book until I feel asleep, woke up at 3 am, read a bit more, got up.... etc
It's all a bit hazy to be honest.

I don't remember bonfire night specifically.
It had been a big day in the past - Phil loved fireworks, and would drive for hours to see a big display. The year before, we were in Lewes where Bonfire is a huge deal, and the parades/display were amazing.
It seems likely that I'd have drawn the curtains, put on the TV/music loudly enough to cover some of the bangs, and stayed at home with the cats.

Lewes Bonfire Night

Oh God, it's all gone horribly wrong!

I seem to remember saying that I's never keep up with the 30 days thing... and it seems I was right! 
Decision required: to forget it completely, or play damage limitation. Am gonna go for plan B... watch this space!

Thursday, 3 November 2011

Day 03 - something I never leave the house without

My Glasses!
(thanks to the tech crew for providing me with this very sensible answer!)

Wednesday, 2 November 2011

Day 02 - Three inspirational quotes

Hmmm.

Well, ok, so they're song lyrics....

'Girl, you've got to know that it's time to turn the page
When you're only wet because of the rain'

'Northern Lad' Tori Amos


'Sometimes I breathe you in
And I know you know
... found your writing on my wall
and my heart is soaking wet
Boy your boots can leave a mess'

'Hey Jupiter' Tori Amos

Every finger in the room
Is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces
Then I get afraid of what that could bring
Got a bowling ball in my stomach
Got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

'Crucify' Tori Amos

Apt because I'm going to see Tori at The Royal Albert Hall tonight, and I'm ridiculously excited!

Day 1 - even if it is now day 2 - A Self Portrait

Having decided to go for the 30 Days Hath November, I have to confess to having had something of a panic/freak out moment when I realised that I was going to have to post a photo of me - and even worse a photo of me taken by me. I know a lot of people don't like having their picture taken - but that's not it, I don't mind having my picture taken if I don't look like a bloody heffer. At the moment I HATE how I look so much that photos of myself seem like deliberate attacks on my equilibrium. The concept of a self portrait feels about as welcome as a bout of self harm, frankly. I know this isn't a particularly healthy way to be, and I have been trying to come to terms with parkrun photos, whilst also working on the weight issue.

Once I'd stopped stressing out last night, I actually got my camera out, and started to play. I'm not good at self portraits! Not just because I hate the subject, but because I don't like taking photos without being able to use the view finder... maybe I need to practise!


Note the newly constructed desk in the background, the books, and the big fluffy cat on the desk.

Wow, that was stressful.
To think, I'm actually quite a well adjusted individual *splutter*

Tuesday, 1 November 2011

30 days hath November - can I start tomorrow???

Yes yes, I know, haven't posted for ages - and I've just had a week off... but it's all been a bit nuts, which is nothing new, I guess!

Anyway, I'm going to be blogging lots for the next month,and the reason why is below - it's called '30 days hath November' and there's a task for everyday... I first saw this on Dani's blog over at www.alimelessordinary.com last year, and really liked the idea, so am going to give it a shot.

So, what's day 1 - oh bugger it.... watch this space!!!

Day 01: A self-portrait.
Day 02: Three inspirational quotes.
Day 03: Something I never leave the house without.
Day 04: A friend I adore.
Day 05: Three years ago today.
Day 06: A book I'm reading.
Day 07: A song for the day.
Day 08: The last item I purchased.
Day 09: A close-up of my day.
Day 10: What I love about my job.
Day 11: Something I’ve been craving.
Day 12: Three blogs I can’t get enough of.
Day 13: Something I'm proud of.
Day 14: A favourite movie.
Day 15: Some style inspiration for the season.
Day 16: Someone who inspires me.
Day 17: My family.
Day 18: What I wore today.
Day 19: A silly self-portrait.
Day 20: A childhood anecdote.
Day 21: Something I could never tire of.
Day 22: Some place I’ve traveled.
Day 23: Eight things you didn't know about me.
Day 24: Something that means a lot to me.
Day 25: The contents of my purse.
Day 26: Something I'm looking forward to.
Day 27: Myself, one year ago.
Day 28: A skill I'd like to learn.
Day 29: Some place I'd like to visit.
Day 30: Three wonderful things that happened this month.

So Fawned 30 Days Hath November